thank God for band fest.

i guess i do really
need the reminders.

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band fest was ok, at least.

a lot of my flaws resurfaced
and thank goodness for that,
otherwise i would have forgotten
the basics and stuffs.

had a really warm feeling playing
together with the rest of the people,
(nah, i am not being nostalgic,
it just kind of reminded me
about the earlier periods of this year)






i guess i do really
need the reminders.






feeling kind of guilty now,
but luckily there is still
half a year more to correct it.





and i really do need
proper drumsticks and drumpads.

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revision and the last bits of homework
left will by done by next week.

hmm.

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this isn't what i've expected,
well,
i've kind of expected,
but not this way.



it can get really frustrating at times la.

but how many times have
i have been saying this?










reading off my previous posts,
i think i am beginning to sound like
a nag who have nothing else to do
except to keep pissed off.

just a week or so back,
i asked zy about myself.
i was kind of shocked
at his answer.

but i have no reason to la.

just have to cross my fingers
for the time-being,
and hope the situation gets better,
although i seriously doubt so.

and when the time comes,
i think i'll just have to let go.

it isn't easy,
i know.

but when life becomes shitty,
you've got to make a decision.







and i promise to cut down
on my grievances and at least
kp about something more appropriate.


and i think by then,
the happier period of 2007 will be back :)

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year of 2007 is one of
the best years of my life.

in fact,
the best,
albeit to some extent.

i feel like doing a jk
and do a summary of the whole year.





ya,
i think i would.

it is too significant to be missed.

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