my appeal failed.


not exactly failed,
in a sense that ms soh
is still trying to find a slot for me,
but i really doubt so
because it is just impossible.

thank her all the same.



*
Panthera/Aurata:

a big thank you to:

YY- for being ever-funny,
ever-humourous;
Gab- for singing non-stop
in a unacceptable manner;
KL- for being my GP for 1st
3 months (woo!);
SX- for keeping me entertained
with your laughing antics
(and ah tih really appreciated it);
Deb- for erm,
your lovely durian sweets which
contained your L-O-V-E
(still kept the wrappers,
you know. lol.);
Shanly- for abusing the msn
during your hours-long
conversation online;
Polly- for all your blur-ness,
which never failed to
bring a smile onto my face
(AHAHA!);
Ariana- for being so straight-
forward sometimes
(ah, i like. at least not po po ma ma);

AND

XL- for offering suggestions
and advices here and there;
for listening to my grievenances
occassionally;
for the *hugs*;
and many much more.

a thousand thanks from me :)

ANDAND

my two dear OGLs-
SQ and PQ-

"you two must be tired,
cause you both have been running
through my mind..."

-copyrighted Michael




OMG.
so damn bloody cliche la.

i can't believe i actually
said that at macdonalds.

lol,
thanks for the time and effort
spend on our bonding
sessions and outings,
and really hope that
you both enjoyed them
as much as we did.

really :)

ANDANDAND

25/07!

Glenn- for laughing at my jokes
everyday and sleeping in
lectures but still getting A's for
almost every tests;
Marcus- for being so siao also
(muscleman!);
Kendrick- for being such an enthu
PE rep and your tales in Cat High;
Qing Hui- for being my Ah Beng friend;
Cicillia- for being my Ah Lian friend
(to both: HUM AH!);
others- for making up the rest
of the whole most enthu, fun, enjoyable
class i've ever attended in my whole life.


*

i really missed you all.

every single one of you.

*











sometimes i feel bad myself,
because i am guilty of being unable
to accept what He has given me,
which in this case here,
a college which i feel totally at unease.

i always thought of aj being
the right school for me,
with things running on so well
in the past few months,
but of course,
God has his plans,
and i am sure that he has
better plans in mind.

but sometimes,
i am still ashamed of
using that as an excuse;
a vindication for not
preparing well enough
for the O levels.

so am i getting what i deserved,
or what?




it's a pity answers aren't so direct all the time.