time: 12.16am
date: 4/2/07

with him,
on the phone.

(8 seconds of silence.)

him: oi, talk leh.

me: hmm.

him: aiyah, don't like that la.

me: what don't like that?
i've just committed one of the most
crappy,
ridiculous,
distasteful act ever on earth.

and i just couldn't believe i
have said THAT.

goodness.

i could've buried myself into the ground
and remain there forever.

it was just plain dumb,
plain stupid,
plain doltish.

in short,
foolishness personified.

him: (cut in suddenly)
well,
that's already over, isn't?

get over with it,
and think of the next plan.

me: ... ...

him: alvintan.
if you don't do anything now,
you ARE going to regret it forever,
alright?

i know you missed that chance,
and it might be a glorious break for you,
and it is NOT the only one;

chances are for you to earn and take.

they don't simply come
running by.



me: orh.